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                 (Kiri gives us an
                        update of how Sarah is doing and how she has
                        picked out the lining for her coffin. The
                        premature aging had been taking quite a toll and
                        we theoretically discussed that a life on the
                        6th dimension would be adequate compensation for
                        the hell that Sarah had been through.)
 
 
 John:
                                                  how is mother doing?
 
 Kiri: oh grandmother?
 
 John: yeah.
 
 Kiri: she's doing
                                                  fine. She's well and
                                                  happy. Sarah's still
                                                  staying in her room
                                                  and they spend a lot
                                                  of time talking.
                                                  Sarah's out of a lot
                                                  of her pain but
                                                  unfortunately she has
                                                  what we call now
                                                  accelerated decrepity.
 
 Karen: I've got a
                                                  question.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Karen: like I was
                                                  mentioning on the
                                                  astral traveling being
                                                  taken involuntarily.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Karen: now are certain
                                                  key aspects happening
                                                  in my life to....or
                                                  where they are doing
                                                  this?
 
 Kiri: I think that
                                                  would be something
                                                  that you alone can
                                                  decide and understand.
                                                  I'm not able to say
                                                  that yes you did, no
                                                  you didn't. That takes
                                                  somebody of much
                                                  higher dimensional
                                                  awareness than myself
                                                  and unfortunately the
                                                  person that is ideally
                                                  suited to do that has
                                                  left. Omal is still
                                                  hovering around and
                                                  keeping us in line or
                                                  trying to anyway,
                                                  actually he's helping
                                                  put on a Band-Aid at
                                                  the moment. But.......
 
 Russ: hmm so, going
                                                  back over past life
                                                  experiences.......
 
 Kiri: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: one can see
                                                  something of the
                                                  relationship between
                                                  the waiting period
                                                  agreements and the
                                                  decisions made later.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh, yes
                                                  there are. They become
                                                  self-evident
                                                  after-the-fact. The
                                                  fact that Ashtar laid
                                                  what was going on very
                                                  much on the ground and
                                                  said okay, this is how
                                                  it is and he hinted at
                                                  the necessary
                                                  reaffirming of
                                                  friendship.
 
 Russ: now something a
                                                  little off the line
                                                  from this but a
                                                  question on it, how do
                                                  tarot cards figure
                                                  into the equation
                                                  here?
 
 Kiri: into predicting
                                                  the future?
 
 Russ: yeah I mean is
                                                  there something with
                                                  the guides, the 
                                                  superego, the
                                                  agreements, the
                                                  decisions and all
                                                  that?
 
 Kiri: it is a
                                                  combination but tarot
                                                  cards are also the
                                                  tapping in of the
                                                  reader into the matrix
                                                  of the subconscious
                                                  mind. The mind that
                                                  you can't read.
                                                  Getting back to Sarah
                                                  and her thing, she's
                                                  picked out the lining
                                                  for her return box and
                                                  also has it pretty
                                                  much finished. Got
                                                  some interesting
                                                  carvings from the
                                                  pictures I've seen on
                                                  the outside.
 
 Russ: hmmm. So she'll
                                                  going to be going on
                                                  to a sixth dimensional
                                                  existence or a third
                                                  dimensional do you
                                                  think? She spent a lot
                                                  of time in sixth
                                                  dimension though....
 
 Kiri: yes, maybe sixth
                                                  dimensional, I hope
                                                  so.
 
 Russ: I do too.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. After
                                                  what she's been
                                                  through, she could
                                                  probably...
 
 Russ: she earned it.
 
 Kiri: earned it......
 
 Russ: but only she can
                                                  make the decision.
 
 Kiri: that's correct.
                                                  Only she knows if it's
                                                  right for her or not.
                                                  Which I've never seen
                                                  her since we've had
                                                  her up on the base and
                                                  then when we took her
                                                  to Sirius, I've never
                                                  seen her so happy. But
                                                  she has told me that
                                                  she knows when her
                                                  time is and she's told
                                                  me that she is going
                                                  to let me know like a
                                                  week in advance so I
                                                  can go and be with
                                                  her.
 
 Russ: good.
 
 Kiri: uh-huh. At the
                                                  moment she looks like
                                                  she's about 45 but
                                                  she'll always be a
                                                  young 20-year-old to
                                                  me.
 
 
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