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                 (Omal gives a very long and concise
                          dissertation on emotions and their
                          subcategories. He points out the harm they can
                          do but also their usefulness as when Ashtar
                          uses them. That leads into the topic of
                          self-preservation and fighting for life as
                          opposed to giving up to death.)
 
 Omal: greetings
                              and felicitations Russ and how are you
                              functioning?
 
 Russ:
                              greetings Omal, well.
 
 Omal: okay,
                              last week, Tia's tantrum.
 
 Russ:
                              hmm-hmmm.
 
 Omal: hmmm
                              yes.
 
 Russ: your
                              call.
 
 Omal: hmmm,
                              let's keep it.
 
 Russ: as you
                              wish.
 
 Omal: now
                              the reason behind the keeping of it is
                              that it is showing caring and concerning
                              in a very passionate way.
 
 Russ: well
                              which is the whole subject that we got
                              into in the first place which brought it
                              up.
 
 Omal:
                              correct. The fact that she got very
                              irritated and angry with the lack of
                              respect as she sees it for your planet, is
                              something that needs to be understood by
                              other people. The fact that somebody that
                              has never set foot on your planet has that
                              much caring can be looked upon only as a
                              positive. Okay now, let us look at
                              emotional outbursts. Emotional outbursts
                              occur for numerous reasons. One is strong
                              belief and conviction, two is fear, three
                              is anger. Let us stop with those three.
                              Strong convictions, strong convictions
                              serve the purpose of holding your opinion
                              and making other people aware of your
                              opinion. Emotional outbursts of the
                              strong, conviction kind come from the
                              heart, the heart being a phrase used to
                              explain deep-seated belief. These moral
                              outbursts being a sign of concern and
                              passion on a subject regardless of what
                              the belief are commendable because
                              normally they are showing the person as
                              they really are, as they think and
                              believe. Anger, no let us look at fear
                              first. Fear, emotional outbursts from fear
                              derive primarily from, "I am scared, I
                              want to protect myself, I want to push the
                              person away or the persons away however I
                              can." If it means appearing to be angry,
                              then so be it. So you could say a
                              subcategory of fear anger as opposed to
                              just plain anger. And these outbursts are
                              normally because the situation is out of
                              control, the person is out of control of
                              the situation and it can be physically
                              threatening or life-threatening in some
                              way. So we can put in another subcategory
                              of fear of a life-threatening situation.
                              And this is one of the most dangerous
                              categories, fear of a life-threatening or
                              physical threatening situation. People in
                              that situation that have emotional
                              outbursts are unpredictable and dangerous.
                              They will do almost anything to attempt to
                              survive. So, let us call that subcategory
                              number three, fear survival. And that is
                              probably the most dangerous category that
                              I can think of. Not one of but probably
                              the most dangerous subcategory and this is
                              because the person is now bent totally on
                              their survival, they will sacrifice
                              anything to survive. No longer are they
                              thinking in a loving, compassionate, clear
                              way, their judgment is now totally
                              clouded, they are running on hormones and
                              chemicals within their own body that have
                              no control over their thought processes.
                              They will harm people, they will harm
                              themselves, they will cause destruction.
                              That is why it is the most dangerous
                              subcategory. Finally, emotional outbursts
                              of the anger kind. Again there are
                              numerous subcategories involved in this
                              and we will quickly go through the
                              categories. There is self-anger, anger at
                              another person. Disappointment anger and
                              anger because of looking foolish. Now
                              looking foolish, everybody does that from
                              time to time. I've done it to myself.
                              After all, if I did not make mistakes, I
                              would not look foolish and I do make
                              mistakes. I am not all-knowing, all-seeing
                              as much as I would like to be, I am not, I
                              am not perfect. It has been a long time
                              since I have been angry. As Ashtar said,
                              he mimics the emotion to get a point
                              across, to get attention. So using anger
                              can be a very useful tool if you mimic it
                              but do not get angry. If you act out the
                              emotion but keep yourself apart from that
                              emotion. Self-anger, self-anger is
                              basically where you make a mistake, you
                              know that people have seen you make the
                              mistake and you want to divert the
                              attention away on a subconscious level.
                              Sometimes it will make situations worse.
                              Anger at somebody else because they have
                              done something. That is a way of drawing
                              attention to the problem and what has
                              happened. Any questions?
 
 Russ: now
                              doesn't that with the most dangerous kind
                              of anger, survival anger........
 
 Omal:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Russ: isn't
                              that kind of countered by an amount of
                              love shown to that person?
 
 Omal: do you
                              mean fear?
 
 Russ: yeah,
                              fear.
 
 Omal: okay.
                              At that point there is no control over the
                              emotion, there is no control over the
                              emotional outburst. Let us take a
                              situation as bad as we can.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Omal: you
                              are in an aircraft.
 
 Russ: right.
 
 Omal: you
                              have two parachutes, three people. You
                              have your bond mate and one of your sons.
                              Who gets to wear the parachutes?
 
 Russ: I do
                              and my bond mate.
 
 Omal: what
                              about your child?
 
 Russ: I
                              carry him with me.
 
 Omal: so you
                              throw away two lives as opposed to one?
 
 Russ: no, a
                              parachute will carry two people as well as
                              one.
 
 Omal: let us
                              say it does not.
 
 Russ:
                              ahhhh........then I'd give up my parachute
                              for my bond mate and my son.
 
 Omal: most
                              people would not do that on your planet,
                              you can always have more children. You can
                              always find a new bond mate.
 
 Russ: yeah
                              but I don't see life as being this is my
                              only life. I'll just come back and any
                              show of that, it just helps my evolution
                              anyway.
 
 Omal: yes
                              but it could be wrong for you to do that.
                              You have to weigh the odds. If the emotion
                              just takes over and you are totally in
                              fear, then you are not thinking correctly.
                              Survival fear has in the very wording
                              states that there is no control. Survival
                              fear, let us look closer at that phrase.
                              Survival means to come through, to live
                              through and the fear, fear is being very
                              afraid of a situation. So survival fear is
                              totally unpredictable, it is where the
                              adrenaline is a stage beyond fight or
                              flight, you have no control. You cannot
                              make a clear, judgmental call on survival
                              because your body is bent for one purpose
                              and one purpose only, to survive. That is
                              why is called survival fear. You
                              understand?
 
 Russ: oh
                              yeah. I mean you saw that a lot back on
                              Sirius when they went from third to sixth
                              dimension and they had the 144,000 people
                              in the pyramid and you had thousands if
                              not hundreds of thousands of people's
                              outside the pyramid all trying to get in
                              (the Sirian Chronicles, Part 1).
 
 Omal:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Russ: I mean
                              their whole thing was survival fear.
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: but
                              that was because they didn't wish to die
                              at that point.
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: they
                              had nothing, they couldn't look further
                              than their own death.
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: which
                              is not a sixth dimensional way of looking
                              at things.
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: you
                              have to look at it beyond your
                              death........
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: and
                              you have to weigh the odds on what your
                              death will bring about.
 
 Omal: okay
                              let us look at it another way. You are
                              skiing, you hear a distant rumble above
                              you. You look above you, you see the
                              mountain coming down on you. All that
                              white, beautiful, fluffy snow. What
                              happens?
 
 Russ: you
                              transcend to the next level or to the next
                              life.
 
 Omal: aren't
                              you going to try and escape the avalanche?
 
 Russ:
                              nah...it's moving way faster than you are.
 
 Omal: maybe
                              you can escape it, maybe you're far enough
                              to ski out of its way?
 
 Russ: if you
                              can see it.......
 
 Omal: Russ,
                              don't take that approach of, "what is
                              going to happen is going to happen. I am
                              going to die so I will not fight it."
                              Maybe it is part of your growth to fight
                              and survive. Don't do that approach. That
                              is what you are doing is, "it doesn't
                              matter if I lose my life." That is not
                              what it's about. If you throw away your
                              life because you think you cannot survive,
                              then you are not learning.
 
 Russ: well
                              let's take it to the next level then.
 
 Omal: no,
                              let us address this level first.
 
 Russ: I am,
                              I mean but the point of the fact is, okay
                              let's say I fight as hard as I can to stay
                              alive........
 
 Omal:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Russ: and
                              yet I still die.
 
 Omal: then
                              you have tried.
 
 Russ: now I
                              have tried but what's that going to do to
                              my progression at that point? Do I then
                              accept that.....
 
 Omal: that
                              is besides the point.
 
 Russ: okay.
 
 Omal: that
                              is besides the point. The fact that you
                              have tried instead of looking up and
                              seeing the avalanche coming towards you
                              and going, "okay, I'm dead, I will sit
                              here and meet my maker." You are dropping
                              out on your obligations, remember the
                              discussion on obligations.
 
 Russ:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Omal: to try
                              to survive in a situation is the important
                              thing because you may have a role to play
                              in the future. Let us get back to the
                              avalanche, let us say that it happens
                              tomorrow.......
 
 Russ: all
                              right.
 
 Omal: right?
                              And you sit down and go, "okay I am to
                              die, I will die here." But, planned in the
                              future was a joining that would result in
                              the offspring or a child that was to play
                              an important role in the future of your
                              planet that you in your waiting period had
                              planned to give birth to or to help
                              conceive. The young lady in her waiting
                              period with you had planned accordingly
                              and had their life bent on that purpose.
                              The offspring that was waiting in the
                              waiting period for the appropriate moment
                              to be conceived now has nobody in the
                              group to help focus and point in the
                              direction. So you have now created a
                              karmic problem. The mother of the child
                              does not have the enjoyment and pleasure
                              of raising that child. That child, in his
                              waiting period, no longer has the
                              structure that has been agreed upon. Or
                              there is another alternative to look at.
                              Let us say that you had agreed to meet
                              somebody that you would give a
                              life-changing experience to. That does not
                              take place so that karmic debt has not
                              been paid or that action has not yet come
                              to pass. So by giving up and not fighting
                              and not using that survival instinct, the
                              survival fear to survive, then you have
                              caused karmic damage. However, let us say
                              you are in a situation where you are, let
                              us take the Titanic. You are on the
                              Titanic, you know the ship is sinking, it
                              is the last boat. There is a child, you
                              put the child in the boat and therefore
                              give up your seat, your chance to survive.
                              That is possibly a karmic experience of
                              ultimate sacrifice. Even in the lifeboat
                              you may die from exposure so it is not a
                              certainty that you will live. You may live
                              as in the avalanche however, you are now
                              sacrificing yourself for somebody else.
                              How you react also depends on what has
                              been discussed in the waiting period where
                              you agree upon certain karmic debts that
                              need to be paid and certain lessons. Maybe
                              if you were on the Titanic and you took a
                              spot that was supposedly for a child and
                              you survived, you now have to live with
                              that guilt and that in itself could be
                              part of the learning process. So you have
                              to weigh the actions very carefully. You
                              understand?
 
 Russ:
                              uh-huh, absolutely.
 
 Omal: so
                              doing the sit down and die routine is not
                              a good way to go because you are basically
                              opting out of your karmic lesson. Trying
                              to survive, even if death comes your way
                              is the obligation unless there is
                              instinctual feeling that it is futile and
                              you will die anyway and then there is only
                              one option left.
 
 Russ: well,
                              can I ask a question though about somebody
                              who was very highly evolved and yet chose
                              that path out?
 
 Omal:
                              (chuckles) okay.
 
 Russ:
                              Sananda.
 
 Omal: what
                              was his wording on his death?
 
 Russ: well
                              in his wording, he shows a sacrifice.
 
 Omal:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Russ: that
                              he was dying for.....
 
 Omal:
                              "forgive me father for they do not know
                              what they do."
 
 Russ: right,
                              but yet he did not fight. I mean even when
                              Peter cut off the ear of the guard who
                              came to take him.
 
 Omal:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Russ: he
                              chastised Peter and said, "this is my
                              destiny, I have to do this."
 
 Omal: the
                              ear was actually cut off after the fact,
                              Sananda had already been incarcerated and
                              arrested at the point.
 
 Russ: oh.
 
 Omal: he was
                              sitting in the courtyard and it was not a
                              guard, it was somebody asking him. And the
                              comment was, "before the rooster crows
                              three times you will betray me."
 
 Russ: well
                              stories get mixed up.
 
 Omal: yes.
 
 Russ: okay
                              but he never fought, he never argued, he
                              accepted his fate and went willingly to
                              his death.
 
 Omal: but,
                              listen to the wording, "forgive them
                              father for they do not know what they do."
                              He is giving absolution. Certainly he is
                              not fighting, certainly he is not arguing.
                              Look at the situation, they had already
                              planned his death.
 
 Russ: right.
 
 Omal: if he
                              had died, violently resisting arrest, what
                              purpose would it have served? None.
 
 Russ: none.
 
 Omal: by his
                              placid accepting of his fate, what did
                              that do?
 
 Russ: it
                              taught valuable lessons.
 
 Omal:
                              correct and it created a myth around him.
                              By offering absolution and standing and
                              accepting his fate, what did that teach or
                              what happened from that?
 
 Russ: well
                              the lesson passed into immortality.
 
 Omal:
                              correct which in turn did what? It laid
                              down a set of principles that has
                              lasted.....
 
 Russ: 2,000
                              years.
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: okay,
                              the point is though, I don't see as any
                              incarnate being could ever go willingly to
                              their death unless for example as you say
                              the Titanic they were sacrificing
                              themselves. The natural instinct of
                              everyone is to fight for life.
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ: I mean
                              if the avalanche is coming of course I'm
                              not sit down, I will fight for my
                              life......
 
 Omal:
                              correct.
 
 Russ but at
                              some point you know you're going to die,
                              to accept your death in a form that you
                              have no choice in the matter. For example,
                              if you were to be executed.
 
 Omal: which
                              is what was going to happen to Sananda,
                              there was no way out of that.
 
 Russ: right.
                              Now let's say if the avalanche is coming,
                              I'm going to die anyway and my friends are
                              out of the path of the avalanche and
                              they're watching and they see me fight and
                              try to get out but they see that all of a
                              sudden there is no way I'm going to get
                              out and they see me instead accept my
                              fate. Does that pass on into immortality
                              as did Sananda's? No, because I don't have
                              the same destiny as his did but yet it
                              will teach some lesson.
 
 Omal: yes it
                              will teach some lessons. Where death is
                              unavoidable, then it is better to die
                              either appearing to try, to survive
                              because other people will look and say,
                              "well, he fought to the end, he was
                              brave." If you sit down and try to avoid
                              it, sit down and say, "okay, I'm accepting
                              my fate." That can be looked at two ways.
                              One, "hey, he just gave up, he might've
                              made it" or, "he died with dignity." You
                              understand?
 
 Russ:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Omal: now
                              with the situation where it is inevitable.
 
 Russ: yeah,
                              like the execution.
 
 Omal: like
                              the execution, then it is better to go
                              with dignity because in dignity and
                              standing before the execution squad, let
                              us say you are going to be executed by a
                              projectile weapon.
 
 Russ:
                              uh-huh.
 
 Omal: if you
                              stand up and they offer you a blindfold
                              and you say, "I don't need a blindfold",
                              that has two effects. One is that you are
                              facing your adversary face-to-face,
                              eye-to-eye and secondly, it portrays you
                              as having a strong will. "I am to die, I
                              will die with honor and dignity. I will
                              not be lashed to a post, I will stand tall
                              and brave." Which is basically saying at
                              the end, "you may have captured me, you
                              may have tried me and you're planning to
                              execute me but you cannot take away my
                              dignity. You cannot take away who I
                              am........"
 
 Russ: the lady.......
 
 Omal: in Texas......
 
 Russ: in Texas correct. A person who I
                              felt went with dignity.
 
 Omal: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: she could not escape her fate, she
                              had come to understand Christianity and
                              religion......
 
 Omal: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: and she never fought against the
                              accepted role that she was to play for her
                              final moments of life.
 
 Omal: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: and even the Pope asked for clemency
                              but yet all the way to the very end where
                              they finally gave her the injection, she
                              had a smile and dignity and went with
                              grace.
 
 Omal: uh-huh.
 
 Russ: I thought it was a very valuable
                              lesson for many people.
 
 Omal: correct. But lastly, and this is the
                              last statement, look at what she did. Look
                              what troubles she had caused and what harm
                              she had caused. For a religious leader to
                              interfere in another country's code of
                              ethics is wrong. Even though it was done
                              with a good heart and good intent, it is
                              interference. Thank you.
 
 Russ: thank you.
 
 
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